...Solitary...

j2s have no life
dreamed alone at 10:25 p.m. on 2006-02-21

i refuse to let that angsty entry remain on top so i shall blog once more. haha. im fine. really!

been finding out lotsa interesting stuff lately -grin- but i know how to keep my mouth shut ok! contrary to what jonny and charles say hrmf.

there's just so much work to do nowadays and so little time. 3 essays due next week, and more the following. how on earth am i supposed to find time to do all this i ask you. there aren't enough days. and the thing is. with so little time, it means that i'll just rush the deadline and hand in some crap essay that'll just be a waste of time. ugh. need better time management. need better life management, for that matter.

been disgustingly addicted to hearts recently, since i have discovered how to play it properly now. haha. when i should be doing things like. i dunno. integration instead.

samjo's latest line of jokes are hilarious. go give him the name of a disease and see what he does with it. we are so gonna write a book with it. haha.

the crazy impromptu karaoke session in the lt today was fun. relieving. therapeutic, almost. it's funny how everyone just knows all the "primary school generation" songs like you drive me crazy even though they're from like. ancient times. God we're old.

went for the psc scholarship talk today. can't get one unless i give up usa citizenship and take up singapore citizenship. which i actually am seriously contemplating right now, cos i'm not even sure i want to live there in the future (think high tax rates haha). i do want a scholarship though. probably to study in the us. princeton sounds fun. harvard is gorgeous but pretty much unattainable. and i dunno what else i want. i dont even know what i want to study. probably econs at this rate, cos law is becoming less appealing. i dunno. lse would be cool. but ohsoexpensive.

i wanna go lit trip! but sigh expensive. and right before cts, no less. sighhhhhh.

ponned training today cos i had no sabre. ended up sitting in class talking to jonny and charles for like an hour plus. haha. which was nice. i never did stuff like that in rg...stay in sch for a long time just talking to people. haha. so much more enjoyable than like, i dunno, work. heh. ahwellsss.

df on friday, never the sinner on saturday, u20s team on sunday. where on earth do i find the time to do work i ask you?

ugh ok nuff abt work. town on monday with trix was fun! haha everyone go try the tiramisu from beard papa at taka basement. gorgeous. its ultimate happy food i tell you. haha. she managed to buy 2 pairs of shoes at bargain prices! see shopping with me is good. haha.

anyway anyway. if you know me please go do this for me ok? hearts!