...Solitary...

it's 2007!
dreamed alone at 11:57 p.m. on 2007-01-03

omg my last entry was before the a's ended and now it's 2007. sorry my woefully neglected blog.

just came back from sneak preview of 'the queen'. haha. samjo and i agreed that it wasn't a super action-ish movie but it wasn't bad. like. it wasn't brainless. made you think abit. now i want to know more about british politics haha and we were saying that we could totally imagine our teachers going together to watch it. heh.

visiting rj today was fun. the orientation part didn't really leave a deep impression, but it was great meeting the teachers again and talking to them. too bad we missed kwok. have decided that i shall apply for a relief teaching job there, hopefully there will be no shangs or janices in my class. if i even do get a class. haha. i realise i do miss school. a whole lot. which makes me sound like a nerd, but we decided we really enjoyed our lessons, which gives us more to miss about the place. i hate not being a student anymore - adult ezlink fares SUCK TO THE CORE and are a BLOODY RIPOFF, and there's just this lack of purpose now. on the one hand, it's nice not having to wake up damn early; on the other, i think my brain is going to rot from disuse. and i am not going to get into any university and i am going to be forced to work right after my disastrous a level results and form my own company and be a successful entreprenuer and make loads of money without a degree. haha. yeah. in my dreams. bah. i must be sleepier than i thought; i'm talking crap.

some things are very worrying; i wish i had less of an imagination. there are times when you -think- you know what's going on, but you don't want to speculate too much cos what if you're completely wrong? either you're terribly disappointed or you totally embarrass yourself. i think this is one of those cases. -makes face- so i shall just try not to think about it until you put me out of my misery and tell me. no pressure -shakes head- hahahahah. ohwell. i just hope it's nothing bad. then again. from your tone. it's supposed to be. so i could be completely wrong. well done jean way to go for your intuition haha. i should just delete this whole paragraph right. gah. maybe i will later, when i'm more sober.

lots of things to blog about but i can't do it all in one entry. and i'm thinking of moving but i can't think of any suitable names so if anyone has any suggestions tell me ok thanks. haha.

so. the things i have to blog about. in chronological order:
- end of a's
- cousin's wedding
- prom
- japan trip
- work
- christmas
- new year
- orientation crashing. among others.

and i WILL do that. once i have the time. got to work tomorrow gahhh the kindergarten kids are super cute but sometimes i feel like dying at 9.30 (and the work day starts at 9). wish i still had someone to message during naptime though.

ok happy new year one and all may 2007 bring better things and better news than 2006 has. (=