...Solitary...

things can only get better from here
dreamed alone at 10:33 p.m. on 2007-01-29

The one thing that I've always believed in
It's strange how right now it all seems so unclear

ah ignore all the not-appearing pictures lah k i'll sort them out. soon. or something. when i'm in the mood.

i noticed in the (jampacked) train this morning on my way to work that adults don't look happy. not a single person on that cramped carriage was smiling. the only difference between the expressions of various people was the depth of their frown. then i realised that i wasn't smiling myself either. everyone on that train probably had their own sad story to tell. but the only one i know, and probably the only one that matters to me, is my own. damn i feel like such a stupid ~~little~~ girl. if this is what growing up is like, i want no part of it. how the hell did things come to this stage. ok actually i know. but. damn i hate that i can't change it.

is this the end of the road
i don't want it to be. no it cannot be.

going away to uni suddenly doesn't really sound all that appealing anymore. it seems like everytime something good comes along in my life, i do something brilliant to screw it all up.

and if anyone feels like getting me something to cheer me up (omg so shameless) or if you owe me a super belated bday/christmas present, i really like these in purple haha.

sorry trix yer gonna be disappointed it isn't exactly a long entry heh.

nevermind. ~~damn i hate that word.~~ i'm going to try and sleep now.

One line can change a story
So sometimes let the line just be unsaid

-its the end of the road, matt goss