...Solitary...

rejection
dreamed alone at 8:45 p.m. on 2007-06-06

i just rejected all my uk offers. byebye LSE,Warwick and Durham. i almost wish i could add cambridge to the list but somehow i think if my cambridge appeal had worked out i would probably be going there. -shrugs- it's such a painful experience my mouse was just hovering over the "submit" button and...rarhhhh. and the most painful part is the "unconditional" beside warwick's offers. -makes face- if only i was richhh.

The University of Warwick L100 Sept 2007 Unconditional Declined 06-Jun-2007 -
campus: - entry point: 1
The University of Warwick LLD2 Sept 2007 Unconditional Declined 06-Jun-2007 -
campus: - entry point: 1
London School of Economics and Political Science (University of London) L101 Oct 2007 Conditional Declined 06-Jun-2007 -
campus: - entry point: 1
Durham University L100 Oct 2007 Conditional Declined 06-Jun-2007 -
campus: 2 entry point: 1

and even though i've done that i still can't bring myself to email virginia and tell them that no, i won't be coming to your school after all even though i've paid the 250 usd deposit. i know its selfish and childish and [insert preferred negative adjective here] but i think some part of me is still stubbornly holding on to some lingering hope that i will suddenly come into a huge amount of money and be able to fly off to the us of a just like the rest of the world seems to be doing. and now that i know how hard it is to get into a us uni (unless you are a freaky genius with the initials S.W.) it just seems so -wasted- to give it up. sigh. nevermind giving up uk for tonight will be enough. usa can wait. don't you hate the realities of money.

>.< i need a hug.

thank God for things like last-minute organised class dinner at cedele on monday night. haha. even though i was about an hour and a half late and my food was sitting on the table waiting for me for like half an hour while i wrestled with my phone at the nokia care centre after waiting in line for what felt like ages but was probably about fifteen minutes. weird games like "who would you eat at this table?" and the usual standing around for a long long time trying to decide what to do/where to go, then moving off only to stop outside the building and continue trying to decide. haha. suggestion of countless places for dessert only to end up sitting at lido and -not- eating dessert, because "we don't know how to get to tcc" hahaha. classic. i love things like this - they should happen more often.

who's going for nus law camp? i don't think i will lah, 5 days is really way too long, especially when it's right after css camp. and strangely enough i'd rather go for css camp, maybe because elly will be there too YAY.

come back quickkk.

and i just realised my driving test is on the same day as nus registration hahaha ok lah i have about 45 minutes between the test and the registration. assuming i pass (oh please please please) i have to watch some retarded video and queue up to get my license (OH YES PLEASE) and who knows how long that will take hrmmmmmmm. nevermind shall worry about it in july.

sigh nevermind im going to watch dal ja.

//edit// OMG whats happening when i try and open dal ja it doesnt show ANY episode at all! crap does this mean crunchyroll has decided to make it "licensed" or whatever OH NOOOO i knew i should've watched it at a faster rate!