...Solitary...

miss harda herring
dreamed alone at 10:44 p.m. on 2007-11-10

my name is harda herring and i am 57 years old.

hahaha that was actually quite fun, albeit scary. i hope i don't get w_____ w___ as my trial advo tester next year. i think i will just die on the spot and insist on dropping charges or something. haha.

from shirin's blog -
And the older we get, the harder it seems to ascertain friendship. Even in the absence of the superficiality that seems to govern our relationships more and more, the fact that you sincerely open up to someone and someone sincerely opens up to you is no indication that you are “friends”, that he/she will bother to keep in touch, will bother to keep him/herself updated about your life and tell you about his/hers instead of just moving on to confide in someone else when circumstances change such that you don’t see each other so much anymore. More and more, friendship seems to be a unity of circumstance rather than souls, and it’s so tiring trying to figure out where you REALLY stand with people, whether you’re playing out the friendship version of unrequited love. Right now I just feel a little foolish, and a little hurt.

shirin as in crazygeniusdeanslister shirin, not 1a shirin. haha. as i always said, people seem to be able to articulate better than me. so i refer to them instead.

but it's ok. i'm ok. (=

i was intending to blog about my 19th, but somehow i never got down to it, and now it seems like such a long time ago. i WILL do it in the next entry though, when binder no longer hangs over my head. i need to go and do my case summary. and yes i promise there will be pictures. what i will take away from turning 19. thank you everyone who made it much easier than i thought it would be.

i think it's really quite easy to tell when i am supremely irritated. how come you can't tell??????

supper last night was fun and funny haha we should make it a regular thing. although i suspect my parents would not be too pleased if i regularly leave the house at midnight.

call me an euf or whatever you will but OMG consistent spelling errors irritate me no end. is it just me??

alright i am obviously incoherent it is time to sleep. goodnightt.