...Solitary...

my lecturer is making anti-lawyer jokes
dreamed alone at 11:11 p.m. on 2008-02-17

wow i really think this is the first time i have truly loathed something i'm studying. damn you l/awr.

last night before sleeping it occurred to me that maybe there is a limit to the number of really good friends we can have. you give each one some part of you and sometimes there's nothing left for yourself. and when there's nothing left to give, maybe that's when someone is replaced with someone else. in with the new, out with the old. and when you have another half maybe there just isn't enough to go around and there's nothing left for everyone else. it's easy to say you're not affected by this but it's late at night when you're lying alone in bed that it returns to sting you when you least expect it.

i call facebook the ultimate in legitimate voyeuring. in reality i don't spend as much time voyeuring as i do looking at photos of people who were once integral parts of my life. and there's nothing like doing that for reminding you of how roads that diverge really hardly ever reconvene. i hardly know some of you, and i doubt you know me now, and maybe it's better that way, that we keep each other buried in our hearts, our minds, as people we saw the sunrise with but probably not the sunset.

oooohhhh the irony.

oh you left. i wanted to tell you i was sad and i didn't know why. but now i can't.

huahua you are a rich boy stop complaining next time when i am earning money i will be grousing about how MY income tax money goes towards sponsoring YOUR long weekend holidays to boston omg.

oops i just realised i forgot to finish this entry last night it is now monday i am in school at 9.04am it is an unearthly hour i wish i was still at home asleep people should not be expected to function before noon

ok i shall listen to the difference between trial and appeal and ethics now. haha.